I can't believe it
This place is foreign to me
If I don't answer then just leave me a note
Do you remember when the place in my head
Was your home?
Because I don't

Take two for the flight
Bring some more for the ride
You can crush it if you wanna kill what keeps you alive
The sweet feeling at the back of your throat
Is gonna melt away a part of us all

Take a few steps back
That's the furthest you'll go
Why can't I see you in the sun?
It takes a whole lot of guts
To spill it out on the floor
So tell me how am I supposed to walk all over you now?

But now it all makes sense
You are the piece of my heart
That wasn't ready to leave
And wasn't ready to start
If you were looking for peace of mind
I would be willing to help you
Fuck up whatever you find
And if it all made sense
There'd be no reason to hide
Are you okay to go back?
Or did you need me to drive?
The orange dust plugging up your veins
Is my excuse for watching over you
When you don't feel pain

Stop saying that you're gonna stop
Playing around with my tired eyes
Sinking into the grout
You weren't told the tile would get cold
So I think you'd better see yourself out

Take a few steps back
That's the furthest you'll go
Why can't I see you in the sun?
It takes a whole lot of guts
To spill it out on the floor
So tell me how am I supposed to walk all over you now?

And if it all made sense
There'd be no reason to hide
Are you okay to go back?
Or did you need me to drive?
The orange dust plugging up your veins
Is my excuse for watching over you
When you don't feel pain

I wasn't prescribed your
Help me to decide
If I'm feeling sick or if
I'm feeling well
Will you describe to me
What growing up should be?
It's just a matter of time
Before I'm just an infant in your arms
Your feet, sharp tongue, false teeth
Am I just a lie?
Will someone explain before I
Dye my clothes
The color? Who knows?
I've seen all fifty shades
And not one of them is mine

Say what you want about me
It's okay if you want to be me